i dont know if im catholic or what. well i am catholic but i hate going to church, its boring. i sit out during church. my parents used to make me but now they just gave up and i sit outside for an hour during mass. i took a bible class and learned that the only reason we are here is to make kids for god. wtf?! im confused. i dont know what i want to believe. i dont see how there is a god. but in the inside, i am scared to say there is no god and i am really scared of what will happen after death. somehow, no matter what i do, i still believe there is a heaven and a hell. im too confused.