Hey Ghost...I can relate. There are days when I feel like I am just going through the motions...when I was in Jamaica, and under the spell of some wonderful weed, I decided to come home and start my own business. I have been doing freelance/contract work for years, and thought "Why not do my OWN business?" It sucks not knowing when/if my next project is coming, and now I find myself in the same boat AGAIN. I had one client use me regularly for 2 months, and got a little to comfy with the regular work. Now its slow again, and I am frustrated. Maybe I should just go to Petco and get a job!