awwwwwwww...don't cry you wonderful thing....we all have to face the truth... i'm not trying to hate on you mccauly (sorry if i'm spelling your name wrong i'm terrible with names)...i would like to be your friend overall...i'm just brutal, i take after my own husband, he has taught me to face the truth, and i don't beat around the bush, so to speak...i'll tell you like it is.... and that's honestly what's best for ya.... when you face the truth, and deal with it, then you'll handle it and do something about it... just be a friend, and i and many other people will be a friend right back to ya.... i don't want to shame you or embarrass you, i just want to befriend you and hopefully help you realize what's right...and hopefully allow other people to find their way to the right thing along the way...it's not for me...i'm not about myself here... i just want to help you be more agreeable to every type of person... we all need friends, and you can't make friends without being their friend too....you're not superior to us, and we're not inferior to you, and at the same time, we're not superior to you, and you're not inferior to us....you're just as equal as we are, for you are a human being just as we are...and we all have our problems, and we work TOGETHER, NOT AGAINST EACH OTHER to correct them....i hope you can forgive any hateful words i've said and just be a friend like everyone else...

love always, jadeius