Quote Originally Posted by 5HT
I'm debating whether or not I should trip with my "friends" again. I've posted what happened in another thread, the one about us all being gay homosexuals; anyway I had 2 hits of hippie fluff and the rest of the guys pretty much were telling me that they were going to rape me and fuck my ass, resulting in me saying 3 hours straight, "woah, holy shit, jesus christ!"

i dunno, i thought there was some unwritten rule with people tripping that you try not to fuck with eachothers minds and make the trip as good as possible and reassure people who are clearly having a bad trip and even go to try to make it good by maybe changing the music. and this was my first real trip too, the last one was with shitty acid. this time...fuck I wasn't even getting visuals on the pleateu, my thoughts were coming to life. with that in mind, i feel that the vulnerabilities of my mental state were manipulated by my "friends" and I don't think I should trip with them again. I mean, they weren't fucking with eachothers minds, they singled me out which is fucking bullshit. I don't even know why, I smoke them up good weed all the time, fuck I gave one of my friends a $100 peice for free because I got another bong for free and didn't want too much shit being in a college dorm and all.
if you feel like that now i recommend you don't do it. the thoughts will continue to flood your head and it'll make your future trips worse...in my cases anyway and yes, it's plural. i tried my hardest to get over bad trips with "friends", but could never do it. i left that shit alone...took a vow to never trip with them again. don't let me scare you away from doing it though...it's a wonderful drug...i just couldn't get my head clear, always having bad trips - except my first.