i have no advice for you.. but i totally fucking feel you man. the system is sooooo fucked up. no human being should have power over another, that's how I view it... and with the cops today, it's all about power.. believe it or not but i think the initial creation of a police force was a good idea, until tons of christian powertrippin drunkards started applying for popo positions (oh yea, fill your body with poison but don't smoke a plant that came outta the ground) (btw i didnt mean no offense to christians, as many of my family members are) i dont know shit is just fucked up nowadays