You just can't let her beauty throw u off- it is a lot about confidence. And wait...yeah that's hard- especially when depressed- but don't let a girl's physical appearance make u not feel good enough. BUT no drug is what fixes that- not at all. When u do anything in that mind set you're just trying to suppress the situation- and i don't think that helps anything. Just try to enjoy life and no pressure wit anythign- cuz yeah in the end u can get the hot girl n all that but its only right to be happy wit u too- hope u feel better.