man i suggest just forget that girl if she like that cool guy with his truck. u can always start speaking with her, u just need a bit of confidence in yourself. u know things are gonna get better sometimes all seems to go so bad...

anyway i suggest that u should look after another girl. there are plenty everywhere and nice ones. and for your parents well i cant do anything man it sucks fer ya. just think after this bad moment to pass youll have happy moments that youll enjoy even more.

peace and be strong