wow idk how old u are but grow the fuck up, u got a crush lol r u a virgin cuz that could b y u like her so much but after havinh sex wit a gurl it kinda goes downhill in my opinion feelings start 2 fade slowly but surely away, anyways stop doing drugs drugs r a way 2 mask a depression if u have no friends n ur not smoking only at parties ur a fuckin pothead get over this gurl fast but do not drink u will make a fool of yourself wit her, one time i wanted 2 b a badass n come 2 school blazed i turned out 2 lose alot of friends 4 misusing drugs they r not an everyday thing plz listen 2 me quit smokin during school dayz your depression will fade n listen 2 bone thugs n harmony n tupac they help u feel better i know how it is 2 b down n drugs actully helped me come out of that but now i am an occasional toker like 5x a week so do what u gotta do keep ur head up