Yeah I'm going through some fuckin hard ass times myself, I'm broke for 2-3 weeks, and I need a job asap, but I can't cuz I can't even buy stuff to pass a drug test, on top of that there is absolutely no food in the house so both me and my 70 yr old dad may starve between now and then, and I might get kicked out of my house cuz my dad has suspected and found my pipe, and bong....

But for some reason when I'm high, it just doesn't seem to matter, at least at that moment, I feel liberated from responsibilty, and all the things that piss me off or just bring me down, but then I realize thats all the weed I have for a while and then I get sad all over again...

It also doesn't help I got 20 dollars stolen from me, and I was scammed out of 500 dollars, and also a fucking labor temp agancy wanted a drug test...

So in conclusion LIFE SUCKS!!

All I can sat is just grow some hair on your chest and talk to her...