Sooo depressed , i can't stand it there is this beautiful girl at school and shes not the "hot ass girl u wanna bang on the spot" shes just beatiful her hair her eyes I want to know her so bad however she like the guy with the truck and the abs i am not over weight but I do not have abs or a truck, to top that off my parent constantly yell and yell at eachother and I feel as if I have no friends , I do but you know nothing beats a best friend who will talk to you about abusing some drugs or destroying things... right now Im on the 2nd day of school everything seems to be going downhill I can't stand it I keep thinking about her, the beatiful girl who I admire so much I want a fat bowl Im hoping to get a dimebag in a few days...what sucks though is if I depend on that one day that I will be recieving the weed and I end up not recieving it that day my depression doubles there are truely times when it seems it would all be better to die but I end up talking myself outta this suicide stuff because usually it gets better its just weird cause right now everything is going down...down...down. go damit i hate depression I swear im half insane or something WEED WHERE ARE YOU....does anyone else feel as though they have something similar to me I feel like crying sometimes when I get a few weeks deep into my depreession if it goes that long I don't know why I just cry to sometimes and it makes me feel like a dam pussy but I cant control it im going iiinsane. god damit Im laughing my ass off about something then it turns into crying what the hell I just wannabe normal again
mikeo14 Reviewed by mikeo14 on . Sooo depressed Sooo depressed , i can't stand it there is this beautiful girl at school and shes not the "hot ass girl u wanna bang on the spot" shes just beatiful her hair her eyes I want to know her so bad however she like the guy with the truck and the abs i am not over weight but I do not have abs or a truck, to top that off my parent constantly yell and yell at eachother and I feel as if I have no friends , I do but you know nothing beats a best friend who will talk to you about abusing some drugs or Rating: 5