hmmm well then i guess long term effects of weed usage differs from person to person..... but of course that means nothing to a parent, and i cant blame my dad. it just kills me inside that he caught me again.... because my dad being raised strict and in india makes him feel more like a failure than he already does. WHY DOES HE HAVE TO PUT UP WITH ME??? hopefully.... he will forget these days.... but i can only fear the reality that i could get caught by the police, which is the 2nd out of 2 reasons he doesnt want me doing it.... it would literally KILL him.