well i've had crazy dreams Many times without smoking before sleep.

i once had one when i was in a platform in the sky, and a man with a beard with a Zues type look ( i presume my idea of god ) came out and told me i could enter heaven if i killed one of my family members, or else i'd go to hell... i then killed my self with a sword if i remember right.

this was when i was 9 and i had thoughts about death, frequently