Ooh man, i hear you, music is priceless.
I is tweeeeeeenty over the hill, and i am just learnign the geetar as it is, nothing worth more then being worth more, you follow me guy?
Vest bet is buckling down and biting the bullet, do ANYTHING you have to to keep learning and absorbing music, let your parents love you, love them, and find your freedom somwhere in the gap between, dont sell your past to buy your future...
get a fucking job you lowlife scumbag lol...no really if it comes down to it, if you have a jopb your parents will probably float you so much slack, if your doing your best.
Dont sell things man, earn things, earn the privelege of being yourself, that shit is never free in life, even hippies that talk about being free at all costs still eat every day, and live under a rood/tent whatnot that is built or provided for by legitamate industry, i is never free to be different, you nasically have to be the norm plus the difference you want to see in life...so you have to be bigger then waht you want...if you dont get that take ten steps back, turn around and get shot by me; right in the gut, cause i is the difference, and i provide that freedom for myself bru. you should to, we all take turns.