Quote Originally Posted by WannaSmokePot
I have smoked pot a few times, and when I get high, colors seem more vibrant, and aside from that I just get anxious.
How can I learn to enjoy this wonderful drug?

Will I always be nervous when I smoke? Could it be caused by anxiety about things going on in my family? Is it because every time I've smoked I've been a little bit drunk? Should I try taking the pot in smaller amounts? Would it be better to eat it? Is it because I'm self conscious about how I'll act and I should therefore do it alone? Should I try it in the daytime for a change? Will I simply have to become used to the effects of the drug over time in order to have a very enjoyable experience?

These are all the questions racing through my mind when I consider smoking reefer again, and I want to do it right. Please help me out. Many thanks.

your problems will never be solved by hiding from them. confront the problems with your family - solve them. this goes for any other problems you have too. it'll always be there until you do something about it.
worrying about how you'll act is a self-control issue, which could also come with immaturity of the drug. get used to it, figure out how your mind works when your high. you're your own specimen, experiment.