Hey man here you go. Don't drink with your pot. Smoke it and just listen to music and think about the music. Close your eyes and it will be a sweet visual to go with the music. Maybe have a couple friends over and laugh with em at stupid shit cause everything will be funny. Don't think about getting caught or anything. But I do know what you mean. I used to always like freak out, it was like I was a crack addict lookin for a fix lol. But now I just chill man so just relax.