Quote Originally Posted by Killa.Kali
Alright so I've had 2 extremely bad experiences with my high this week. Both times were mixing highs and I honestly thought I was dryin the first time. If you dont want to read it all i understand but your help is appreciated sorry its long, but its all relivant.

Heres the background on me. I have been smoking pot steadily for about 5 years, 3 years before that I started but was off and on. I have been using meth for almost 6 years but some off and on's when i got caught (few months here few months there). I've mixed them a hand-ful of times before, always found they kinda cancel each other out for me, I used meth to bring me down from a crazy high a few times to keep out of trouble.

Ive been fighting meth for awhile, im easing off it slowly. I only free-base it, i dont do needles or lines. And i hold myself back to only using meth AFTER school and on weekends. So my routine is as follows; I get out of school and do w/e business i need to and go home, then i tweak a bit - maybe a dozen nice clouds. Do my homework while im on my comp chattin with you guys and what not. Then when i start to feel sleep coming on i smoke a little bud (not usually more than 3-4 medium bong hits)

Now that you know my short history heres my problem.
I did my little routine just as described 5 out of the last 9 days, one bowl of shizzy and one bowl of herb and bed. Last thursday I was layin down and i started to feel a mad sensation all over, my hands were cold and i was sweating, i felt side to side motion really strongly, like i was being tossed around it was weird, then my heart started beating really slowly but very powerfully, like i could honestly feel every pulse in my head. The exact same thing happend last night under the same circumstances (except i was watching a diff tv show...lol not that this matters)

The first time I felt like I was going to die but the 2nd time wasnt that bad. I think i ruled out overdose because ive used decreasing amounts for awhile. Anyone recognize these as signs of something? I dunno what was going on but until i find out i gotta stop that combo =\ sorry to make u read so much, i think its serious or else i wouldnt waste your time.
you know you must get off that shit,look at it this way if you dont you know what your future holds,
i for one will wish you luck and tell ya tweekers burn out like lightbulbs.
the brighter they are on high,
the dimmer they are on low,
think about that please.
peace