Hey people I need some serious advice

[Killa.Kali]

Alright so I've had 2 extremely bad experiences with my high this week. Both times were mixing highs and I honestly thought I was dryin the first time. If you dont want to read it all i understand but your help is appreciated sorry its long, but its all relivant.

Heres the background on me. I have been smoking pot steadily for about 5 years, 3 years before that I started but was off and on. I have been using meth for almost 6 years but some off and on's when i got caught (few months here few months there). I've mixed them a hand-ful of times before, always found they kinda cancel each other out for me, I used meth to bring me down from a crazy high a few times to keep out of trouble.

Ive been fighting meth for awhile, im easing off it slowly. I only free-base it, i dont do needles or lines. And i hold myself back to only using meth AFTER school and on weekends. So my routine is as follows; I get out of school and do w/e business i need to and go home, then i tweak a bit - maybe a dozen nice clouds. Do my homework while im on my comp chattin with you guys and what not. Then when i start to feel sleep coming on i smoke a little bud (not usually more than 3-4 medium bong hits)

Now that you know my short history heres my problem.
I did my little routine just as described 5 out of the last 9 days, one bowl of shizzy and one bowl of herb and bed. Last thursday I was layin down and i started to feel a mad sensation all over, my hands were cold and i was sweating, i felt side to side motion really strongly, like i was being tossed around it was weird, then my heart started beating really slowly but very powerfully, like i could honestly feel every pulse in my head. The exact same thing happend last night under the same circumstances (except i was watching a diff tv show...lol not that this matters)

The first time I felt like I was going to die but the 2nd time wasnt that bad. I think i ruled out overdose because ive used decreasing amounts for awhile. Anyone recognize these as signs of something? I dunno what was going on but until i find out i gotta stop that combo =\ sorry to make u read so much, i think its serious or else i wouldnt waste your time.

Killa.Kali Reviewed by Killa.Kali on 08-09-2005. Hey people I need some serious advice Alright so I've had 2 extremely bad experiences with my high this week. Both times were mixing highs and I honestly thought I was dryin the first time. If you dont want to read it all i understand but your help is appreciated :) sorry its long, but its all relivant. Heres the background on me. I have been smoking pot steadily for about 5 years, 3 years before that I started but was off and on. I have been using meth for almost 6 years but some off and on's when i got caught (few months here Rating: 5

[BalliN]

if it were me, id give up on the meth..

[Killa.Kali]

Ya i agree its really hard, i know a lot of others know what im talkin about =\ something about me and meth just made it stick to me bad lol it basically creates another person in users, theres the person they are, and then they person they are when they are tweaked =\ hard to describe but yes you're right

[NoosaHeads]

Now I understand your avatar....
Methampetamines will fry you quick smart..
I truley feel sorry for people with a meth/speed dependancy..
been there done that wrote the book and wiped my ass on it...

[tylerkane]

I'd rather snort meth than smoke it, smoking it is worst for you I hear, as it forms crystals on your lungs...?
Quit that meth a.s.a.p regardless, whatever you have to do to quit, do it.

[robert42]

meth is a dirtydrug that will only have bad reprecautions (sp)

quit the meth man serious

[3 Sheets To The Wind]

Yeah, meth isn't good.. stick with weed, it's cheap and fun

[poorman3]

Now that you know my short history heres my problem.
I did my little routine just as described 5 out of the last 9 days, one bowl of shizzy and one bowl of herb and bed. Last thursday I was layin down and i started to feel a mad sensation all over, my hands were cold and i was sweating,

If you do meth to rest, thats your 2nd mistake. IMO. Your way 2 young to be sleeping after smoking, snorting or however your injesting it!

To be in school you need to rest without that shit man. That sensation your feeling is your body telling you to quit right fucking now! When you start sweating for no other reason than meth... your heart is trying to tell you something! Do you have any common since? I hope you do man! BEWARE OF YOUR HEART! peace killa!

[kobeite]

THINK METH AND BRAIN DAMAGE. THINK METH-MOUTH WHERE EVENTUALLY THE CHEMICALS WILL CUT INTO YOUR TEETH, MAKING THEM ROT. THINK LOOKING 10-15 YEARS OLDER THAN YOU ACTUALLY ARE.
I'm sure you know all this. Addiction is nevery easy to fight so would you consider rehab? From what you wrote, it seems like the meth could turn into a full-scale addiction for you, so stop it before you get there.

[tylerkane]

YOUR IN SCHOOL!
I just realized that, so your like 15-18?
Fucking a, get your shit together man