Killa... you just need to stop. I hope you can find that strength in you to just stop it... cold turkey.
You know, meth is the fastest growing drug in American right now, and the most dangerous as well. It makes me sick that the war on drugs is focused on the crackdown of marijuana. Why? Because an estimated 15 million Americans smoke weed, and the Bush admin is convinced that weed is a gateway drug that leads you to abuse harder drugs. Give me a break! The REAL problem America is facing right now is the "methedipemic" that is literally sweeping the nation and ruining families.
I don't know if any of you watch the show "Intervention" but I find that ones with the meth addiction to be the most disturbing. They are truly fucked up - and some of them not used to be like that at all. But they fall prey to this drug and it's like their life is over. I mean can you imagine not sleeping for days on end.... it is just so unnatural.
Anyhow, Killa I wish you the best of luck.... I really hope you can find something that works for you that will get you off the meth.