I have no need to bullshit you Killa.I have had the samne thing happen to me my brother.Its Smoking that meth that is fucking you up.Some years agao smoking speed became real it thing to do making it accepted by all.I have done lots of speed,I did it from 88' to 03' when I made an effort to try to stop like you are doing now.I found that I crave smoking dope not snorting it.Try to go back to snorting if you are going to do it,much easier for you & your body to deal with.I watched a friend smoke meth til he was as domb as the shed he smoked in.I mean this guy was fairly smart one hell of a mechanic & within 5 years the dude was a waste.Not the norm I know but it happens & iI would hate to see it happen to you Killa.I just turned my back on my best friend of 18 year scasue he cant put down the pipe.Use to be a social thing now the dude sits in a room by himself & smokes cigs,weed & meth.I have now accepted his fate is death by meth dont pick this route bro!