Hey people I need some serious advice

[dooman]

fucked if i know i dont hang around when he does that shit.....when i go there and therse a bag of white on the table and a bag of siringes out on the table too lik last time i went there im outta there

[unmeg]

ok then he is shooting coke not crak,big dif.
or maybe he's back on the meth,bottom line is you dont know what he is doing.

[st0n3r]

Alright so I've had 2 extremely bad experiences with my high this week. Both times were mixing highs and I honestly thought I was dryin the first time. If you dont want to read it all i understand but your help is appreciated sorry its long, but its all relivant.

Heres the background on me. I have been smoking pot steadily for about 5 years, 3 years before that I started but was off and on. I have been using meth for almost 6 years but some off and on's when i got caught (few months here few months there). I've mixed them a hand-ful of times before, always found they kinda cancel each other out for me, I used meth to bring me down from a crazy high a few times to keep out of trouble.

Ive been fighting meth for awhile, im easing off it slowly. I only free-base it, i dont do needles or lines. And i hold myself back to only using meth AFTER school and on weekends. So my routine is as follows; I get out of school and do w/e business i need to and go home, then i tweak a bit - maybe a dozen nice clouds. Do my homework while im on my comp chattin with you guys and what not. Then when i start to feel sleep coming on i smoke a little bud (not usually more than 3-4 medium bong hits)

Now that you know my short history heres my problem.
I did my little routine just as described 5 out of the last 9 days, one bowl of shizzy and one bowl of herb and bed. Last thursday I was layin down and i started to feel a mad sensation all over, my hands were cold and i was sweating, i felt side to side motion really strongly, like i was being tossed around it was weird, then my heart started beating really slowly but very powerfully, like i could honestly feel every pulse in my head. The exact same thing happend last night under the same circumstances (except i was watching a diff tv show...lol not that this matters)

The first time I felt like I was going to die but the 2nd time wasnt that bad. I think i ruled out overdose because ive used decreasing amounts for awhile. Anyone recognize these as signs of something? I dunno what was going on but until i find out i gotta stop that combo =\ sorry to make u read so much, i think its serious or else i wouldnt waste your time.

quit the mouthwash whilst ur at it.

[nonamechronicsmoker]

The way i see it. Buddy your hooked on meth. I hear that after a couple uses of meth 9/10 times you can break free of the drug. The best thing you can do is buy weed and try to start a routine. well goodluck bud.

[Killa.Kali]

The way i see it. Buddy your hooked on meth. I hear that after a couple uses of meth 9/10 times you can break free of the drug. The best thing you can do is buy weed and try to start a routine. well goodluck bud.

EEEEKS!!! those are nice numbers =\ but in the group i used to go to they tell you when you start that national statistics show that 93% of all meth addicts relapse more than once and 50 something remain addicts until they are either encarcerated or dead. I know its kinda depressing but its true i know a lot of tweakers, and only 3 of them have ever gotten clean =\

I will be clean and I will quit I have no doubt of that though i dont mean to "argue" with u or bitch at u. I just want you to know that facts maybe you meant to say '9/10 times you cant break free' maybe a typo? or maybe you just heard from a different source. Im actually trying to find weed right now =\ my main dealer is at work till 5 and my other dealer has his phone off which means hes probably asleep lol today looks like it may be the first day in a month or so when i dont have any weed sad sad day if it turns out that way

Oh and what is mouthwash?! slang for something? or did i just miss something? cuz that went right over my head =\

[unmeg]

no you missed nothing Killa they just tring to be cute calling you a Listirene drinker.Really immature thing to do in a thread such as this,but not everyone here is cool hommie.Anyway I know you will kick it cause you seem very smart plus the fact that you do want to stop.Any support I can offer Killa just let me know.Good luck Bro

[Fattie]

Didnt read everyones response, but i did some research on meth in school for a project, comparing other drugs to weed to make it look better and make people accept it better, because it was televised over my school, and you should definitely stop using meth. Its very bad and can create holes in your brain. Definitely a bad drug.