Hey people I need some serious advice

[kobeite]

Killa... you just need to stop. I hope you can find that strength in you to just stop it... cold turkey.
You know, meth is the fastest growing drug in American right now, and the most dangerous as well. It makes me sick that the war on drugs is focused on the crackdown of marijuana. Why? Because an estimated 15 million Americans smoke weed, and the Bush admin is convinced that weed is a gateway drug that leads you to abuse harder drugs. Give me a break! The REAL problem America is facing right now is the "methedipemic" that is literally sweeping the nation and ruining families.
I don't know if any of you watch the show "Intervention" but I find that ones with the meth addiction to be the most disturbing. They are truly fucked up - and some of them not used to be like that at all. But they fall prey to this drug and it's like their life is over. I mean can you imagine not sleeping for days on end.... it is just so unnatural.
Anyhow, Killa I wish you the best of luck.... I really hope you can find something that works for you that will get you off the meth.

[dooman]

kobiete thats so true
....meth came outta nowhere here in regina saskatchewan canada but now its HUGE and kids in high school that normally wouldnt do dumb drugs etc are doing meth just cause its the "thing"
....what ppl need to relize is this isnt just some recreational drug that should be used like pot, its not a new "thing" its been around and there is information on it and it is clearly just as bad if not worse for you than crack cocaine, heroine etc, you all know what its made of, its completely unnatural,
its so stupid to poison yourself like that repeatedly thinking its ok
....meth & coke are a kamakazee mission if you ask me you should know that before you try it in the first place....not only is it unhealthy for you but generally - meth heads have more problems than health(if you do consider yourself lucky) - once you do meth alot i think its your own fault for getting there, it's your problem and not anyone elses, any "help" in quitting should be family & freinds "cutting things off" (any responsibilties, pleasures of life) for you until you clean up or fuck up. Otherwise your just making it everyone else's problem by being a shady meth head - a shitty freind/brother/son/uncle or w/e and no one needs that. You need to earn everything back by cleaning up and staying clean. smoke the green.

[mellow mood]

heres a simple answer: stop meth, if the bad effects still continue, stop weed and become alcoholic.

[Killa.Kali]

Ya i agree meth made its big run through here in the 80's and 90's, its not too big anymore but if you know a person or two its easy to find =\ kicking a meth habit cold turkey would be...very difficult bordering on impossible but i did try it once, i got sick as fuck

I decrease monthly or bi-monthly, last month it was a $30 dollar a day habit, now its a 10-15 dollar a day. I buy a dime a day, a dub for 2 days, or like last week i bought a teener that lasted me through sunday =\

I forgot to respond regarding to homework, ya i tried homework tweakin a few times in high school, hands twitching and sweating all over my books lol it does exactly what you said Indre420 it made it hard to do it when i wasnt tweaked, got over that a year back or so. I made a promise to myself that i would never do any school work or go to school high on anything again, i cant afford to throw 10 grand away on school and get kicked out =\

[napolitana869]

not many people are giving you credit for trying to stop. Good job. Thats doesn't really say as much as I would like it to. I really respect you for it. Esp. for your ability to still put school ahead of it. I've never done meth and I don't really know what the high is like, but my guess is you had a mild heart attack or stroke. Good luck with quiting. I know that if I was in your place I wouldn't be able to do what you're doing.

[mrdevious]

Now I understand your avatar....

hmmmm, could you tell me what it is you understand, cause I don't know what that's all about either.

[Killa.Kali]

Thx nap

You have not tried it before so please keep it that way The high? the high is the most subtle I know of, like with bud you can get to a "tipsy" state or kinda get dumb (guilty...lol) and your head feels great but with meth its none of that, you feel very upbeat nothing a normal person doesnt feel from an occasional cup of coffee. You're body is almost forced to keep busy with something, lots of people its drawing (me included) or stuff like that, writting, poetry, reading, carpentry etc. lol basically after an hour or so your level headed but your body is still running strong that lasts 3-5 hours for me then i come down and need to sleep

Anywho, I hope that by next year I am off of it completely. By then I will be in my externship for school and be getting paid decent wages so ill be busy with my time and not need to smoke.

[Killa.Kali]

hmmmm, could you tell me what it is you understand, cause I don't know what that's all about either.

It's a tweaker thing =\ people who are spaked out of their mind jabber CRAZY!!! like not a girl talkin to her friends crazy im talking 16 year old girl with a fast mouth on crack crazy just insanely fast and so our minds kinda find the same patern, random totally irrelivant thoughts just passing around occasionly coming out of your mouth at the speed of light watch the movie Spun, you will kinda get what im saying i think.

[Ousted]

Spun seems like a good movie to deter people from ever using meth.

And I understand quitting meth can be difficult while in school. It gives you the ability to focus and take in information at greater speed than being sober. But you must realize that using a chemical in order to focus will naturally make your own abilities to focus decrease, which then will make it much more difficult to quit.

Have you considered switching to speed or even getting on a.d.d medication? Speed (at least crosstops) is habit forming, but its not addictive like meth.

[Killa.Kali]

I dont use any drug to concentrate lots of ppl do but i dont use drugs so i can do good in school, I have always done good in school. ADD meds like ritalin and adderall u mean? i done them before i just dont have access to any =\