Hey people I need some serious advice

[indre420]

i bet the uneasy feeling was from meth and only meth.....each time you buy it you cannot guarantee what is in the substance....maybe this time you got something that was cut with something diff.....every time iive any kinda speed i didnt sleep for a good half of the night...juts roilled around in bed with eyes wide open and NO thoughts running through my head.....
....oh....btw...i know youve prolly heard this b4 but you shouldnt get on the habbit of doing hw while youre on uppers (although i think you already have) bc youll have the hardest time doing hw without them later......

[unmeg]

I have no need to bullshit you Killa.I have had the samne thing happen to me my brother.Its Smoking that meth that is fucking you up.Some years agao smoking speed became real it thing to do making it accepted by all.I have done lots of speed,I did it from 88' to 03' when I made an effort to try to stop like you are doing now.I found that I crave smoking dope not snorting it.Try to go back to snorting if you are going to do it,much easier for you & your body to deal with.I watched a friend smoke meth til he was as domb as the shed he smoked in.I mean this guy was fairly smart one hell of a mechanic & within 5 years the dude was a waste.Not the norm I know but it happens & iI would hate to see it happen to you Killa.I just turned my back on my best friend of 18 year scasue he cant put down the pipe.Use to be a social thing now the dude sits in a room by himself & smokes cigs,weed & meth.I have now accepted his fate is death by meth dont pick this route bro!

[phoenix]

Did you guys not read his post? He's trying to quit, when you're addicted to something like that, it's tough, but he's trying his best.

I've had that happen to me once, I got very high, and I was sweating and freezing, my pulse was crazy...I was real bad. But I knew once I came down I'd be all right, so I stuck through it. The only thing I can think is to smoke less of it, if you can, that'd be the solution man. Anyway, I hope you succeed in dropping meth, take care.

[tylerkane]

He has to do more than say "I'm done with meth"
All that does is make him want it more

[nakedgunner]

i got an idea how u can get off of meth. well first off how old are u and how do u afford meth and weed all the time. ok just smoke mad ammounts of weed everytime u crave meth just smoke alot of weed then just play a game or watch tv. maybe this will help i dont know

[FunkyMonkey]

Ive never done it let alone had a problem with it but after reading your post I just had to say something and not just pass on by ignoring you.
Its obvious you know you have a problem. Its obvious you know you need help.
Its obvious you want and need change in your life.
Its also obvious that although you may get some great advice here, your friends on this board can only do that for you...give you info and written support.
You need to involve someone closer to you in your situation.
Kicking a habit is hardest first just admitting you have one. You started that here but it needs to continue into your circle of closest friends / family.
You need help from someone in a better position to help you.
They can best support, guide , and keep track of you and this monkey on your back.
Your friends here will help you as will strangers and with a strong network around you , you can walk through the other side of this moment in your life stronger.
Use the initiative you created by posting this and bring your closest people into it.
Your parents and friends will be there for you .
Dont worry about judgements and trouble from your parents. The most important thing is just do what you know you need to do before its too late. They love you and you should let that love in to help.
I hope you get the balls to do what you know you need to .
Youre young and us old guys wish we had the time you are living now, not the meth , just the time to live life in youth again. Dont waste it my friend. It never comes back once its gone.

Peace.

[tylerkane]

"everytime you crave meth, smoke weed!"
lol..

[Killa.Kali]

Couple people asked how old i am, im 19 and when i say "school" im refering to college not high school.

Meth is terrible for you and i know that as well as any sane person, in my exp. people who have delt with meth addiction or another really hard addiction know its a lot harder than 'just quit' that works for pot and sometimes for tobacco but meth (for me at least) takes a lot more.

Smoking a bunch of bud when i want meth - ya its a good idea ive tried it before im in school right now and i tested my skills when i was high (i did this on a light work day) and my typing went from 65 wpm at 96% accuracy down to 40 wpm with 30% accuracy and i fucked up bad trying to take someones pulse. I dont go to school high (on either) anymore. I'll probably try that idea more on the weekends now though ^.^

I tend to be kind of a lone ranger when it comes to quitting because everyone ive encountered (in real life) that tried to help me did nothing, and sometimes just made it worse. Boot camp works for some kids but I just fought back 10 fold on that. I dont like being backed into a corner like that, if you do that to me i get violent and i fight it wth everything i got. Support groups are fun and they alleviate the tension of addiction but in the long run all i found there was ppl fucked up worse than me that makes me think i really shouldnt have to be there. My buddy Matt is the only person who actually has helped me quit, hes always makin sure i decrease my use, he wont let me use more than im sposed to

Smoking Meth?! I always heard that smoking it was not more harmful than lines. Is it true that smokin is worse? Lines have never done anything but destroy the craving for more (no high at all) but if its true that they arnt as bad i could try that.

I feel personally that the way im going about quitting right now is a good way for me (no not good for me but in the long run it will be) this was more a question of a medical problem. I want to know if i was having a heart attack or something or maybe i just over-worked my heart, im kinda fat so it might not be so hard to do =\

THANK YOU ALL FOR YOUR HELP

[phoenix]

It was probablly just like an overload of the drugs and circumstances is all. But yeah, just keep trying to decrease the meth you do each time or whatever, until you can stop all together. Or if you're really serious, tell all your dealers not to sell to you. Heh.

[dooman]

my friend works at canadian tire, and his freind, Amos, actually had a heart attack last december during a coke/meth binge, and hes only 22