maelly, you are so not retarded! You just did something that you THOUGHT would be fun and no big deal, only it turned out all wrong. I think we both the know everything went wrong when you fell asleep, but you can't change it. I'd apologize to my mom, kiss some butt. I doubt that the school will not let you graduate. I would write a sincere apology letter to the dean. Let him know that you made a mistake, you know it was wrong, you never meant to be disrepectful...you get the idea. Hand written. Deliver it yourself, if you are not allowed at the school because of suspension, have some you trust deliver to him, just make sure he gets it.

P.S.

Thanks for the email a few weeks ago, I appreciated it.