Alright people, im into smoking and growing alot myselfe. I used to smoke every day for about a year, and totally loved it.

Now, when I smoke I get deeply deeply contemplative, think about "my flaws" what I should be doing better, Im very unsociable and find it difficult to have a laugh, although when im sober I would say im a pretty fun person to be around..... I used to talk crazy but cool discussions with my friends about all sorts of stuff and we'd just flow and love it. Now 2 years on, I will get high, not speak much at all, think about life, sometimes get depressed or anxious.... especially when REALLY HIGH! The few things that are good is that I generally work out and do weights and stuff when I'm high but thats the only good thing out of it.

I dont know when it changed, but it went from being interested, imaginative and funny when high to being quiet contemplative and unbelievably passive if thats a description of it... I dont know when this change occured.
Especially if I'm on my own in a public place Il get really anxious.

I used to love it, got high at high school all the time and just found it generally fun, but now this

its just really..... has anyone else experience something remotely similar, do you know why this has happned to me..... also, will I ever get into "happy high" again?

Although im so negative, there is just such an urge to get hiiiiiigh whenever theres weed about I love being melted just not the phsycological effect

well any advice, input is appreciated

cheers
herbalmedicine Reviewed by herbalmedicine on . Am I straaaange? Alright people, im into smoking and growing alot myselfe. I used to smoke every day for about a year, and totally loved it. Now, when I smoke I get deeply deeply contemplative, think about "my flaws" what I should be doing better, Im very unsociable and find it difficult to have a laugh, although when im sober I would say im a pretty fun person to be around..... I used to talk crazy but cool discussions with my friends about all sorts of stuff and we'd just flow and love it. Now 2 years on, Rating: 5