I imagine you've heard of the term 'self-fulfilling prophecy'? Sounds like you've spent years trying to fool yourself, and you finally have.

Congratulations.

If you'd like to go into greater detail... aka "proving it" ((which I might add you haven't even come close to it, just said you can)) I'd listen with an open mind. I believe re-incarnation is a possibility, but even so, I don't believe anyone can have 100% proof of this.

I'd be happy to hear you out with an open mind when you try though.