Yeah, I definitely know I'm the stupid son-of-a-bitch that put myself here. I read before I was put on probation, and heard through the grapevine, that if you're under 18 that your parent/guardian can tell them they don't want you tested. Well, after I was tested the first time, I thoroughly researched into that, and I guess that's only if it's not a drug-related offense. Like, say you're put on probation for having violent outbursts and tendencies, then they might ask your parent if they want their child drug tested. If the parent says no, they don't test.

Well, with me, I thought that's how it was. Because the first time I went in and met with her, I didn't get tested.

Also, either way, I'm fucked. There is no way I'm going to pass any kind of drug test 100%. I'm 6 foot, 235. I've been smoking for a year, the past 5 months or so I've been smoking almost daily. Just a couple bowls a day, but still. I highly doubt I would pass even if I had quit smoking when all this had started. I'm definitely quitting in 2 weeks. I'm going down to Florida to see my girlyfriend, smoke out with her because she hasn't seen anyone in months, after I return home...I'm not smoking anymore until probation is over.

It really sucks because, as my mother said today after we heard the news, "This is your senior year. It's supposed to be the most fun you have in high school." Well, my retort was, "Yeah...it wouldda been...IF YOU HADN'T CALL THE HAWAII 5-0 ON ME, WOMAN!" Anyway, the point is, I am quitting in 2 weeks, probably about a week. Thanks for the reply KronicKing, you don't sound harsh, just truthful.

And I understand about restraint and all that, but it was just a really stressful thing. I'd had a 10 for over a week, and I hadn't smoked in about 4 days. It was the night before the test and I was just pacing everywhere, I couldn't settle down. I was anxious and nervous, and it showed. I didn't want to smoke weed, but resin hits usually just make me lay down. That's what I wanted, not to get stoned, just to relax. It worked, I was able to stop thinking about it, and just watched a movie before going to sleep.

Thanks for the replies, guys!