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[lilSmokie]

Thans Tipper. I am really sorry all that happened to you. I know that my life isnt as bad as others, but that doesnt stop the suicidal thoughts from happening. I guess we are all stronger than we realize. I am glad things are getting better for you. I am sure my trun will be soon. Thanks for your support.

[187]

dude u can smoke and then when u find a job u can just clean your system out

[lilSmokie]

Yeah but I'm a girl and I am not skinny and I have a slow metabolism and when I find a job they'll probably want me to take a UA within a couple days. So I have to be clean now. It sucks. I can't take the chance of failing.

[Tripper]

wow i was so wasted when i wrote that! and i seemed to have sent it twice... hehehe... i love weed and alcahol... but yeh everything i said is true... good luck lilsmokie!!! and go the shrooooomzzz!!

[TonyD]

Keeping busy is the key to not going off your head.

There's time's when i don't have weed and it makes me crack up, but i already am fucked up in the head anyway. I refuse to go on meds for mental problems, i can live with my own problems but not the ones that those meds create.

I used to take a lot of valium but i just used that to get wasted in association with other drugs, i didn't even pay for the valium a guy i met once in my whole life gave me 80 of them for free once.

[lilSmokie]

well I dont think valium is gonna help my situation. I just need a job so I can smoke a bowl. I'm tryin to keep busy but it's difficult with no money. You can only spend so long lookin for a job. Then I have the rest of the day to feel like a pile of shit.

[Whos Carl]

if thats u in the picture than u got a friend for life and your right. Always someone worse as they say.

[Breukelen advocaat]

So...here's my story..... Last week I got fired from a job that I loved and thought I would ?

Can't you get unemployment insurance? When you say you were "fired", does that mean "with cause", or were you laid off? If you believe that it was the latter, but the employer says otherwise, you could challenge it.

If you can work a little off the books while collecting, you'll probably make out better.

Don't give up. Life is one long battle, and a job is nothing compared to your health. Just tell yourself that, "It's only a job".

If you need professional counseling, or job placement assistance, take advantage of any free services your local and federal agencies have available. Sometimes getting the boot causes you to get something better. You cannot apply too much, and you never know what's right around the corner. I'm sure that things will work out for you if you just have the right outlook.

Good luck.

[lilSmokie]

Thanks Breukelen, I applied for Unemployment, I doubt I'll get it but it doesnt hurt to try. I have a shrink already. And I'll look into job placement assistance. Thank you for the good wishes. I am sure I'll find something. I just wanna find it fast so I can start smokin again.. but I'll be patient.