So...here's my story. I have been taking anti-depressants for several years. About a year ago they put me on 2 diff. meds, it was at that same time that I started smoking regularly. I had my ups and downs but I was doing pretty good. Last week I got fired from a job that I loved and thought I would be at for a long time. I am 33 yrs old and I have nothing. I feel like a waste of space. And now that I need to get a new job I can't smoke. Well it's been 1 week since I smoked. And today I feel like I want to die. I think about killing myself but I know I can't. I don't know how to get through this and I don't know what to do. I want to smoke so bad just so I can stop wanting to die, but I know I need to be clean to get a job. Everything is fucked up in my head and I feel like I'm going crazy. Any advice?
lilSmokie Reviewed by lilSmokie on . help me So...here's my story. I have been taking anti-depressants for several years. About a year ago they put me on 2 diff. meds, it was at that same time that I started smoking regularly. I had my ups and downs but I was doing pretty good. Last week I got fired from a job that I loved and thought I would be at for a long time. I am 33 yrs old and I have nothing. I feel like a waste of space. And now that I need to get a new job I can't smoke. Well it's been 1 week since I smoked. And today I Rating: 5