In my teenage years up until that date of december 25 1999 christmas i was always depresed and sucidial but that day i ate sum of the best mushrooms in my life and recorded myself talking just about life i listened to it sober and its like i woke up and ever since then my life has been excelent of course it still sucks but i learned life is the bad mixed with the good not just the good and if mushrooms can make me accept that fact then i believe that in moderation they may be the lock to happiness you just need to find the key if that makes any sense