ya before i started doing drugs i was kinda uptight and very scientific minded. Now i am alot looser, and even though i still like science i think of it in a more philisophical and open minded way. So to me i do feel as though drugs (some) are helping me see the light, but like my original post said, how am i to know if this is not all a false reality covering the truth. I guess since we cannot know for sure we have to accept what we are feeling as being good.