I watched my father die a slow and agonizing death from cancer at 51 years of age...he smoked his entire life.

Even when he was dying he was smoking. I would have to sit up all night and catch his cigarettes as they dropped to the floor. He would get angry if I would say anything. So I just sat up with him night after night picking up cigs and putting htem out. It was the hardest, saddest, event in my life.

I find it really hard to understand how my father put tobacco and paper ahead of me. I will never understand it. ....what a really a selfish thing to do....

You are doing the right thing...smoking hurts the entire family when cancer is the result.....

I wish you all the luck in the world....I hope you are successful.