As a Buddhist, all i can say is let go of material and physical stimulous as a dependence on happiness. happiness is from within. it's not in the American dream, the fancy new cloths, your bran new xbox and games, in brainwashing, propoganda hype, or any of that nonsense. live pure, let go of hatred, see reality for what it is. As the Buddha said, and I agree with, evil is the product of ignorance, greed, and ego.

btw, do you by chance feel like sharing what's eating at you?
mrdevious Reviewed by mrdevious on . F*** all. The American Dream? Bullshit from the Menace. Hope? Fuck that. I don't believe in anything related to that worthless evasion of reality. I prefer to consume drugs to evade reality. Seems like everytime something goes right in my life, something fucks it up. I never did care about life, but certain events during the last few months have firmly backed those perceptions. I haven't given two fucks about life for seven years, and the way I look at it, every day I live is one less on this shitty Rating: 5