Nothing any of us say is going to make you feel any better. So why the fuck bother?All I can say is, Life is a bitch, We live. We Die. So, fuck it all and lets get high.

You're naturally feeling fucked because you lost your father, no one expects you to get over it. Let it all out. And then when you do, you'll feel better. as for the drugs,don't do something just because people are telling you there bad!If they're helping you and making you happy Fuck it. I wish luck to you and your liver.But no one can help you but you..No one can kiss it all better.

So I won't give you any lectures, but I will give you some advice. Eat a cookie after smoking you a blunt. I promise you'll love it.And even enjoy it.