They made me take some rusty ass scisors and chop it right infront of them then rip it up in my hands and flush it down the toilet, probably the worst way anyone could think of to kill such a magical plant.

Tonight kinda had another small talk and they asked "well are you gonna do it again?" (cuz last time we talked about it they asked if i liked it and i said yes) and i told em "well.... uhh i dont know..... umm probably not" basically they told me as long as they are supporting me i cant do anthing illegal at anytime, anywhere.

I have had a horrible time since it happened things kinda keep going wrong around me, i dunno i keep a smile on my face the whole time (i really dont know how i am staying so happy) but no one wants to hear of my troubles so im not gonna rant about it unless you think you or i can get something form it.

Sorry to hijack ur thread a lil bit.
Keep the updates comming its great checking on it.