my life is very random and i believe i am a very lucky person, haven't lost anyone incredibly close to me apart from my dog which i had for 15 years, i don't have any serious illness expect for depression which can be solved, i'm not a druggie or a alcoholic, all the drugs i take is hashish, cannabis and salvia. my friends live very close to me, but they are my closes buddies whenever i have a problem i can turn to them for advice, as well as my two brothers they fucking rock but they have been through ALOT of shit in there life so i guess i'm the lucky ones. my mum and dad live together, stable job, cosy house and hopefully i'm on my way to become a estimator on a construction site (once i can find a fucking apprientiship or something that will help me have experience, if anyone knows anything plz post about it below, ty)

well my social life has been like a say very random, wen i went 2 skool i met this guy called matt, was cool but now a total rat. his mum and dad are split and his dad lives in america. so for two summers i went to america, first time we went 4 six weeks, one week in phoenix, arizona, beautiful place, nice a hot, and the swimming resort rocks! then we went to the grand canyon, and afterwards had a nice long drive down to vegas for a few days, even though i'm only 17 i gambled a lil and drank a few beers lol. then for the rest of the time i was there we went back to matt's dad's house which was in littleton, colorado, we met a few friends, smoked out every nite, went to the ABC cinema like every nite and whneva we got hungry there woz a wendys, mcdonalds, kfc and a supermarket 2 minutes away, and also right behind the house there woz a huge park wiv a field and a skate ramps, it was reli beautiful we used 2 hang out there eveyr nite get stoned talk about life and there the times i miss.

then 4 the next summer i went to san antonio, texas 4 a week which woz abousetly amazing, we went to sea world, six flags, busch gardens and etc, and the temp woz 120 degrees pheww lol. and then for another 5 weeks we went back to colorado again, met our friends up again, which woz a reli amazing experience bcoz we haven't seen them in a year or so. but unfortunately my friend matt had fell out wiv his dad so he isn't in contact wiv him anymore so we can't go back and enjoy the good times.

the reason i'm telling you all this is to compare it to my life today, i work a 14:45-2200 shift on a sat, and a 07:30-12:30 on a sunday. mon-fri i have free due to the summer vacation, but whenever i go out, whether it's with friends, work buddies or etc, they just go down to the local park, not much fun but we have a reli reli big hill bout 75ft high, they just get drunk all the time, pick fights on ppl, insult one another, and most of them don't smoke with me which leaves just me and a few friends to smoke.

but currently i have got myself into bands with very good friends of mine, none of em smoke cannabis apart from myself and the lead singer who is pretty cool, so i have decided to hang about them more, even though my drummer can be a dick and reli piss me off which leads to my depression, but it's all good, we r close friends and we all get on like a house on fire.

so next time you say to have a reli big majority of friends, try and think. where ur best friends part of ur childhood like my band members? were they sumwhere on holiday which u always dream about? or is it a few indivudals who come ova ur house or go out wiv u 2 a quiet area gettin high with you? i'm not saying choose your friends wisely all i'm saying is that friendship can b decieving.