I know exactly what you mean. Like okay this year of school(coming up) i will bein 11th grade(lil behind on credits tho). Hmm okay well im just gonna go into my whole story...maybe it will help you(no im not trying to rip your thread or anything).

Okay well right now im 16 and going to be in 11th grade.I currently live in washington(the state). Well before i moved here i lived in so cal. I moved here right before 7th grade.Well my whole life i moved around every other grade. So im use to having to make new friends. At the time i moved up here i was really into magic the gathering(card game). So when i came up(it was literally the day before 7th grade we got here, cuz we drove).Anyways, so the next day i have to go to school. Of course its weird cuz theres not a single black person at the school, and only a few mexicans.(At this time im use to whites being the minorites). So after starting to go to school, i made like 1-2 friends and just hung with them the whole time at school. But once school got out i went to this card shop called gamequest.Gamequest was probably the best thing to happen to me.
So pretty much everyday around 4, id come to gamequest and just play magic all day(or board games or other games). I got to know everyone there and was really well liked. Well then a year passes and its now 8th grade. Im still playing magic, and even more into to it. So its the first tri of the year and i look at someones binder and i see he has a magic card on it(but it was a fake one made on the computer, that had totally outragous stats). So we start talking about it, and eventaully we deciede to hang out. Well i find out hes friends with all the skaters and some of them play magic. So after getting to know him and the rest of the skaters who played magic i started sitting at their table at lunch with them. This is when school started going good(8th grade was deff my favorite, just so many good times) Anyways, eventually by summer people started disliking magic so i also stopped playing. 8th grade summer was great, but after that it all started going down hill. Once 9th grade started and we went to high school EVERYTHING changed. At this time i wasnt really playing magic at all. All my 8th grade friends, had changed and all of them were trying to get with chicks. Well me and my long hair was still just triyng to have fun. So i started losing most my friends. Then in november i went back to so cal. And "re-met" this chick, whos name was cortnie. We hit it off really good when i went down there. So we deciede to keep in touch and try a long distance relationship thing. Well that didnt work and we ended up "breaking up" and this left me very depressed.(oh my first gf wasnt till the summer of 8th grade, i went out with her like most of summer but we only saw each other twice, rembeer it was my first relationship).So then i started getting even more deperessed. I started just becoming a hermit just staying home all the time just living in my room and playing on the computer. So everyone at school started calling me hermit and shit. Well my long hair didnt help to this. So i got even more depressed. I tried to kill myself a few times.And i started cutting. I went to counsleing and got put on anti deperessants.(this is all about....january-march. Then i end up cutting my hair and shit and start trying to be more social. So then its the last tri of 9th grade, its the begiing of april. Ive never smoked weed still(nor done any drug, always been scared). So im in english and this chick is high, and shes like no i dont do that..... and im like of course i dont do drugs either(jokingly) and shes like oh you smoke? and im like uhh yeah. So then her and her friend deciede we are gonna smoke, so they invite me. (her/my friend had never smoked neither had i, but i said i had) So we get on the bus and are going there. And on the bus im like guys....i lied ive never smoked. They didnt care, they are just like your dumb. So we go to her house and we get in her closet.She has a lil glass bowl. She takes a hit, the other chick does(coughs her brains out) Then i do, and i dont choke at all. i get about 2 more hits. THen we come out. Im just starting at all the shit on her wall, and shes like yelling at me. So anways after that i started smoking weed more. Then i started playing magic again. (Oh now i have no friends from 8th grade cuz they dont like me cuz i smoke weed). So i hang out with a diff set of ppl, in a badder part of town just smoking weed and shit all summer(This summer is the first itme i have sex).Oh also the beginging of 9th grade summer i moved out of my parents house and moved in with my grandma.(giving me more freedom). Then 10th grade comes around. So im still smoking weed, going stoned everyday. First tri goes by. Then second tri is here. I start skipping A LOT, only going 4th period and blah blah blah.(oh all my friends from 8th grade are back my friends, cuz they've come more acceptant to smoking weed, and thye drink with me and some smoke.) (oh i stop playing magic again too). So i end up basically dropping out for a week or two, and now im going to a new school, where i only go on mondays, and just get packets.(The reason i started going there is because i was fed up with all the stupid ppl at highschool). Then summer comes around(this summer) i start dealing, so my name and number gets around. So now ive got lots of friends(well ppl i deal to, but some are more and friends too). And here i am now.
sToNeDpEnGuIn420 Reviewed by sToNeDpEnGuIn420 on . How do you do it? Okay. Here is my problem. People please respond. I'm really serious about this, It's kind of like..in all seriousness, but really funny. Okay, How do you all become social?I don't mean social as in going around asking people to smoke one or anything like that. Just friends. I mean..How do you guys go out, make friends, and become what you are today? do you just blurt things out, or are you shy?OR is the computer the only friends you have? I missed out on a lot of my social life because I Rating: 5