acidhead,

dude, don't kill your self. i mean life gets real hard some times but shit might get better just try to think positive. i know what it's like, i'm in high school right now and some days i feel like killing myself too. but what you have to do is focus on the good thing that are happening to you. but if you can't think of any thing find something to do so you can stop thinking about the shit in you life. for example i skateboard and it really takes my mind off shit that happening to me. but just be happy you don't have other shit going on in your life like an abusive boyfriend. that's what i have to put up with. but just 'cause your mom said you catn't party it's not the end of the world, just be happy that a lot of other shit not happening to you.