that sucks big time. dont kill yourself though. i just tried to last week by drinking a lot and then taking a lot of pills but if they find you it sucks cause then they put you in the hospital for a fucking week and then you have to do all sorts of classes and shit afterwards. also i am glad that i didnt die now that i have time to look back on it all. things seemed bad before but i realized that if nothing else, if i die i cant get high anymore. good luck and hopefully your mom will get the stick out of her ass.