suicide sucks, and it's harder than you think. I tried to off myself a few years ago via some acetometaphin pills. The bottle said that if you take 8 then you should contact poison control immed, so I mult by 5 and took 40. Well then I just got a sleeping bag and went out to "sleep" in the woods. Most of it's blurry, but somehow I was found and taken to a hosp. Was in intensive care for awhile, was to late for activated charcoal. So they gave me Mucomyst, which is the most godawfull tasting drug there is. I swear, they make it so bad as a penance or something. It's supposed to stop liver failure and such. So then after many days I get to leave and go to 3 north in st vincent's mental hospital. yay. Let me just say that it wasnt anywhere near as bad as I thought it would be. Was kind of relaxing actually. It was sort of disturbing how much I was liking it there. No worries, just group talk and those stupid therapy exercises they do. Waste of time in my opinion, but shrinks are fun to mess with And I met some pretty interesting people. So if you are serious about ending it, most of the people I've talked to said that it's too easy to fuck up with pills. And it takes tremendous will power for the slit wrists, believe me, most people can't go through with it. High buildings work, but it's just a myth that your heart stops before you hit. Your'e gonna see yourself splat. Hanging isnt that bad as long as you make sure your neck snaps. A girl with me in the hospital at the time used her gown as a noose and hung herself on her door. I doubt suffocation was fun. But all in all, I highly doubt your problems warrant suicide. My life's pretty shitty right now, and I always keep it in the back of my head as a quick way out, it's a comfort to me. But I don't think I'll do it anytime soon. Just some info from a guy who's been over the brink and shouldnt be here to tell about it. peace