bad night

[acidhead]

last night my mom found out about me drinking and shit, after i gained her trust, she basically told me i wasnt going to do anything for the next year till i turn 18 , which fucking sucks becuase i have new friends at my school and there cool and i cant hang with neone nemor,e i thought about runing away but i have no muney, and i actaully thought about killing ymself cuz my life is getting so bad, becuase i had so much fun at this party last wekeedn but now its likeeverything is comingdown on me, i cant wait till i am 18 so i can move and do what i want, my mom is fucke dup

acidhead Reviewed by acidhead on 05-19-2004. bad night last night my mom found out about me drinking and shit, after i gained her trust, she basically told me i wasnt going to do anything for the next year till i turn 18 , which fucking sucks becuase i have new friends at my school and there cool and i cant hang with neone nemor,e i thought about runing away but i have no muney, and i actaully thought about killing ymself cuz my life is getting so bad, becuase i had so much fun at this party last wekeedn but now its likeeverything is comingdown on Rating: 5

[david420]

jewish.. drinkings no big deal. if its safe for a 19 year old to get shitfaced.. how is that different from a 14 year old getting shitfaced? u dont have access to a car.. or maybe u do. idk.. i hate narcs

[rnf232s]

that sucks big time. dont kill yourself though. i just tried to last week by drinking a lot and then taking a lot of pills but if they find you it sucks cause then they put you in the hospital for a fucking week and then you have to do all sorts of classes and shit afterwards. also i am glad that i didnt die now that i have time to look back on it all. things seemed bad before but i realized that if nothing else, if i die i cant get high anymore. good luck and hopefully your mom will get the stick out of her ass.

[wenchloveshemp]

acidhead,

dude, don't kill your self. i mean life gets real hard some times but shit might get better just try to think positive. i know what it's like, i'm in high school right now and some days i feel like killing myself too. but what you have to do is focus on the good thing that are happening to you. but if you can't think of any thing find something to do so you can stop thinking about the shit in you life. for example i skateboard and it really takes my mind off shit that happening to me. but just be happy you don't have other shit going on in your life like an abusive boyfriend. that's what i have to put up with. but just 'cause your mom said you catn't party it's not the end of the world, just be happy that a lot of other shit not happening to you.

[mellow mood]

hell u guys are freaks. cmon dudes suiciding is not an answer. u know what? rebel yourself man. live in the street, whatever, get out of your home, try to work or make squeegee, or whatever man if u have nothin to lose well lose anything cept life. you dont realize the chance u have to be on earth and to be alive. i dont knoe man live somewhere else or somethin. my friends are punk and some of them live in the street. they ask money to ppl and they make squeegee(washing car windows). i mean cmon suiciding is a real bad idea youll regret for the rest of your life if u even try. i know its shit and governement is shit and all but life is a gift, the most precious thing u have. your on earth to be happy, make anything, but dont kill yourself, just an advice

peace

find yourself, be yourself and DO WHAT YOU WANT TO DO!!!

[weedfean]

don't kill your self thats just stupid im going through the same shit just start sneeking out at night thats what i do

[maelly]

dude dont worry im going through some shit with my parents for getting caught for drinking at school....ill be 18 in like a month though.. are you the first child??? you just need to break them in, theyll get over it eventually just bullshit a lot and hang out with your parents(esp. mom) when your home grounded, be really nice to them, laugh with them, help out around the house. haha it sounds gay but it works. just be like "i made new friends who dont do that, im over that phase it was so stupid blah blah" haha parents are such tools

[Kronik Bagz]

man u jus gotta think that a year isnt that long. ive been on proby fer over a year and i got 4 months left. suicide is a way out of life, not an easy way out. if life sux than suicide meight be an answer but i can tell you have a life worth livin. u got parents, friends, a roof over your head, food on the table(i hope) and freedome. it meight not seem like it now but u go 1 year w/o freedome and u got like 70 left to do whatever the fuck you want. at least your not in prison fer life. i know a couple people doin time and when you know someone who is relieved that hes only got 10 than 1 year goes by quick. you should try what i do. get a job and every paycheck put like $100 in a safe till your free and when you are youll have $1200 bux fer pot and a PHAT smoke out to let everyone know your back in the game

PS dont kill yourself, it could be worse

good luck,
kronik

[maryjanemama]

Acidhead, don't kill yourself, a year will go by in no time. Besides, death is FOREVER and a year is just a year. If you try to kill yourself (DON"T) with pills and booze (DON"T) you'll end up really sick and in the mental ward or detox with a bunch of freaks with REAL problems. Trust me, made the same mistake myself. Good luck and take care, I wish you the best.

[cherylsyv]

maryjane is right, and even though it seems like you wont ever get out from under your problems, they will get better. Its the down times that give contrast to the great times. your so young, you will get to experience falling in love, having children, finding your spiritual self, and all of these things will be better for what your going through now. find someone to talk to. take care of yourself and love yourself!