Ive had the pleasure of taking most of the "anti-depressants" and they are all the biggest crock of shit I have ever heard of. Whats the point of taking an anti depressant that causes you to be suicidal? Didnt make any sense to me either. I think those drugs are just another way for doctors or whoever to make more money. A couple of years ago I was taking 10 different pills every day for my depression. (Doctors orders) I was very suicidal, didnt care about any thing. I have 2 kids and you just cant be like that with kids. My kids are my life and it hurts me so bad to think that I tried to take my own life b/c I was depressed. It hurts to think that I almost made my kids life a living hell b/c I couldnt handle life. When I decided to quit taking them I quit cold turkey! BIG mistake. That sent me int a complete whirlwind. I ended up running away. Didnt talk to anyone for quit a while. No family. The only person who found me was my husband (such a great person). Any way after 2 years of very hard work I am able to say that Im not suicidal & not getting "Help" from the doctors. I havent taken any anti depressants since the day i ran away!! Ive learned to use weed as my anti depressant! I works better than any prozac or lexapro or any of that CRAP they use to "HELP" people! My advice - If lifes got you down, smoke a joint! works for me!! About the X or DMX I wouldnt even go there! Thats some rough shit thatll f*ck you up too. And I dont mean in a good way!