i'm really depressed :-( / i'm a asshole

ok, well i was "dedicated" to working out for football, but i have discovered i don't like football much

well it all started when i went to england for 2 weeks to visit my grandma, and i missed 2 weeks of football training.

I came in last monday to start the training late, and well i've never played football in my life. I can barely get through the drills because i'm very overweight ( well not VERY , but yeah i'm very chubby )... and whenever i want to play, the coaches won't let me play in the drill/ games... because i dont know what i'm doing because i missed for the first 2 weeks and i'm fat.

Well, i've decided not to go even though i've only gone 3 times. I didn't go last friday, or today. I feel like a loser. My mom told me just to go through with the sport because if i quit, then i'm a quitter. My response too this was " well mom, screw you, all you do is waste our familys money on stupid stuff like weight loss surgery "

Wow, IM AN ASSHole

i don't know if i should do football, because i don't really enjoy it much. Also, i need motivation to continue working out etc.

I feel like when i go to football, all i do is get criticized. I don't know if i can keep doing football all year long... i mean, if i want too...

All my friends are doing football though, so it's really hard to quit. I'm afraid that if i quit... they'll frown down upon me for quitting.

well bye.
OzzyOz Reviewed by OzzyOz on . blah i'm really depressed :-( / i'm a asshole ok, well i was "dedicated" to working out for football, but i have discovered i don't like football much well it all started when i went to england for 2 weeks to visit my grandma, and i missed 2 weeks of football training. I came in last monday to start the training late, and well i've never played football in my life. I can barely get through the drills because i'm very overweight ( well not VERY , but yeah i'm very chubby )... and whenever i Rating: 5