Quote Originally Posted by oldhag
I wonder if this positive thinking is related to age. I'm a mom with 3 kids under 9 yrs. When I get high after the kids are ready for bed, my whole world slows down so I can enjoy. As soon as my eyes open in the mornings, I have sensory over load from kids wanting this and that, plus there is always 2 kids talking at the same time. I would smoke all day but I don't want to impaire my ability to take care of my kids. But I would say this few times I was high (with another grown up who is not high) I was a happy mother who didn't mind playing with the kids instead of just watching them. I can't wait till tonight. Last night was so beautiful in Charlotte NC. I could feel the breeze on my skin with sounds of cricket singing, wow I haven't been in touch with nature and my inner self so long it was beautiful.
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35 year old mom of 2 here, so I can totally relate. Once the kids are wound down for the night, I SO enjoy a few puffs. Just relaxes me, and washes away the stress of the day. Additionally, I would also smoke all day, but don't due to having small kids around. I agree that if you have just a few puffs, and go play with the kids, you have a blast. It's great to see the world through their eyes, forget about all the grown-up crap going on in the world, and just have FUN! I played in the sprinkler with my kids yesterday, and we had a blast!