I wonder if this positive thinking is related to age. I'm a mom with 3 kids under 9 yrs. When I get high after the kids are ready for bed, my whole world slows down so I can enjoy. As soon as my eyes open in the mornings, I have sensory over load from kids wanting this and that, plus there is always 2 kids talking at the same time. I would smoke all day but I don't want to impaire my ability to take care of my kids. But I would say this few times I was high (with another grown up who is not high) I was a happy mother who didn't mind playing with the kids instead of just watching them. I can't wait till tonight. Last night was so beautiful in Charlotte NC. I could feel the breeze on my skin with sounds of cricket singing, wow I haven't been in touch with nature and my inner self so long it was beautiful.
I love reading on this site. sorry to ramble......