DONT BE AN IDIOT!

Fuck man i'm not even going to explain what happened to me because of ecstacy. I am in NO WAY anti-drug, or against self medication. But ecstacy, meth, and amphetamines are SHIT! Don't even try them. I ruined my life on that shit. Ecstacy, meth and amphetamine fucked my life. I wouldnt take anything that isn't pharmaceutical grade and of high quality. Do you really want to take something made in a fuckin dirty bathtub or homemade lab equipment. I don't trust amateur biker chemists to make drugs. I know not everyone who uses this stuff will get long lasting horrible neurological problems and diseases but fuck, i sure have these problems! After i stopped using ecstacy i got very very fucked up. I ended up in the hospital for a while and i've never felt the same since. And it's been 3 years!!! I am young and i only used the drug for 8 months, but i admit, i did use it heavily. Everyday, more than 3 times a day. On several occasions i would take 10+ pills. I now have daily fevers, neurological problems, my eyes are messed and everything is very bright all the time and i have trouble judging depth, my hearing is destroyed for some reason. And I have countless other problems including pain, bowel problems, numbness in my extremities and side, confusion, trouble thinking, memory problems. You know sometimes i dont even remember where i am. I can't work or go to school or even go out with friends. I haven't really left the house in 3 years except to go to the doctor. I go out maybe once every 2 months and i only go to the store or something liek that. I can't party, can't think, can't live a normal life, i can't love, i can't hate. I am a vegetable. I never told the doctor about my drug use, and she's treating me for lupus with anti-malarial drugs so obviously the ecstacy/meth/amphetamines caused it because all of this occured shortly after stopping it. I haven't felt normal at all in so long. Please use this drug wisely. It is powerful and i found it very psychologically and physically addictive. I had horrible withdrawals and i couldnt be left alone by myself because i was extremely paranoid and scared of everything. I had to sleep in my mothers room on the floor because i was so scared of everything that was happening to me. Chances are the damage is permanent. After 3 years, it's not likely it will go away. It only gets worse. I wonder if i'll be able to take care of my kids. I wonder if my woman will leave me because i can't work or do anything like a normal person can. My life was stolen by drugs. It's my fault i know but i was young and stupid. If you want you're life to fall apart use speed, meth and, ecstacy. Take care and just stick with weed or pharmaceuticals, at least you know pharms are pure and less damaging. I'm not saying they are totally safe but taking mystery pills that were made illegally is not as safe as pharms! Good luck, i hope you dont have to face the same thing i am facing now. Everyday i wake up to this nightmare. It seems the only time i'm free of this sickness is when i am sleeping. Choose wisely.