this my suggestion to you,Go ahead & head over to the Cariousel mall & start looking for a girl you can touch b-4 you start screaming luv.I had the same thing in High School, but I saw my girl b-4 she went to mathews N.C. she was a great girl.Soon I relized that you can not have a viable relationship with 3000 miles in between,I know it sounds nice "I have a girlfriend" now listen to the rest of it "that lives In N.C. I have never met in person."Sounds to me that you are more in love with the idea of being in love.Hope I am not being to harsh DJSkizzle,I have been in your shoes b-4 so let me help you walk a lil better in them.This is California the place that all the hot chicks want to move to(if you are a shallow)Most of all there are some many beautiful souls here if you would just look out side your lil fish bowl.?Good luck & get off this computer &go find some ladies bro! Oh yea try some reggae,Bone Thugs rock,Check out some Wailers.Check out this song by Go Jimmy GO "Going solo" or" in between times"
Ontario Mills