hey this is laura again. i don't know how this sounds, but basically, what i've been looking for is something to make me feel nothing. apathetic or something, i guess.
I've done 150 mg dxm & i really liked the drunk stupid careless feeling...i've done 100 mg diphenhydramine & oddly i liked the tired feeling for a couple of hours before it made me fall asleep like it always does (which is good when you just want the day to be over already), damiana, which i think isa placebo or whatever, but it made me a lot more relaxed on the dxm the one time i smoked it with dxm, and nothing really alone.
i can't really get anything worth getting, marijuana, etc... well it's a long story but i can't get any anymore. So i'm pretty much relying on household stuff right now.
I just bought some hawaiian baby woodrose seeds (I'm going to take like 2 seeds or something) & some kratom resin (how are you supposed to smoke that block anyway) from ebay. THose are the only things I can think of.
I'm not really looking for any psychedelics right now, just something that will make me not care so much & think so much, I want to stay away from anything that induces any euphoria or deep thoughts or anything, cause I have this weird thing I just can't handle it, I don't like to explain it. Just something that's like the drunk stupid feeling I got from the low doses of dxm.
(I don't like to take it more than once a week, it's so expensive $6 a bottle)
I appreciate it
Thanks
Laura
laurajustlaura Reviewed by laurajustlaura on . need something to feel nothing hey this is laura again. i don't know how this sounds, but basically, what i've been looking for is something to make me feel nothing. apathetic or something, i guess. I've done 150 mg dxm & i really liked the drunk stupid careless feeling...i've done 100 mg diphenhydramine & oddly i liked the tired feeling for a couple of hours before it made me fall asleep like it always does (which is good when you just want the day to be over already), damiana, which i think isa placebo or whatever, but it Rating: 5