Yeah i really respect that you are living with your moms rules alot of kids are really mean to there paretns like some of my friends and when i see them being so mean...i wanna fucking kill them.....your parents love you so much no reason to hurt them....i love my mom to death so thats why i try to hide it from her completely.....and i really respect what you are doing...and im sorry that you have had a bad time lately things will get better....