Lily,

Sorry you are feeling so down! I do think this could be a good thing for you! You have lots of time to smoke weed in your life, no worry if you stop till school is done. Maybe you will never want/need weed.

I for one am impressed that you are honest and open with your mom and that you give her the respect to stop when she asks you. I hope my son will do the same.

Good luck Lily! Maybe you could start a web site for other young people who might want to or already have quit. Trust me no harm will come from living a srtaight life evn just till school is finished.