Aw..Thank's for hitting your bowl for me. It makes me feel special.

Yeah I should've smoked it the first bad thing that happened which was at 7 am. But I figured I'd wait it out until at least 10am or 11am in the morning. And by then...Shit was happening so much, that I didn't feel like smoking anything but going to bed.

As for being bold, nah you're not. And you know I thought of that, but I don't really mind hearing about it. I lie to myself a lot. But it helps ease the shit that I feel for him. Makes me open my eyes and see things from a different perspective, and at the same time it makes him see that when I promise something I won't back out. It doesn't matter what the fuck happens. I'm stronger then going and wussing out stuff like thatAnd thanks for toking for me, that's really nice of you. I'm feeling good right now!!!!

But anyway I'll go now...